Things change Little Mermaid!

Changes for good or bad they always happen. Life is an ongoing roller-coaster that changes routes always till it get to the beginning again.

Since my last entry it had happened a lot, school is more stressful than ever, thinking about my future, crying a lot,  making things work and failing, trying to also have fun , having to bear the idea my BFF GUY is hanging-out with my only little SISTER , though i am happy about them, well its more than this. But i am alive that's what counts.

I'll Share something with you today is a little thing i draw weeks ago. I saw this in the Facebook albums of a friend , i like it so much  and knew that friend like it too. I decide to print out the picture and make that friend this drawing. Well i started drawing and took my time, i had all the intention to give it to that friend. But then something happened that brought my intentions of changing things to better ..down. I finished the drawing and i still have it don't know why but i was not able to give the drawing to this friend. I was trying but it was useless , so i decided to keep the drawing. It was done for a friend with the intention of been delivered but it never got to that friends hands cause i was not able to deliver it, cause i think i am not strong enough. Maybe is not the right time or destiny decided i should stay with it!

HANDS MAY HAVE NOT RECEIVE IT BUT HOPE EYES Do.

Still i already get over it and accept that things change between humans.
Here is the drawing hope you like it! ITS THE Little Mermaid :D

 Starting work and Original at the side the one i printed out!

My final work , Hope you like it! I am not god at shadowing! 

PS: MY CAMARA IS NOT THAT GOOD! Sorry for mu grammar writing is not my thing!

After a week of exams.... i am left alone!

Friday night and with nothing better to do. This week was the craziest week ever, exams have been a pain in the ass. Last years i didn't care about them they only worth 20 golden points ;But this year they worth 30 golden points. If i failed them my grade comes down like a crashing plane. Well i think i did pretty well in my physics and lit exam. P.S: I am not that good at lit and grammar, i am learning! 

Not only i had a really busy week , but also my best friends are leaving in a two week trip to a medical brigade. Ill have no one else than me myself and i at school. Well two great friends are staying with me but...ill miss Ann by bestie! :( 

I am working in some drawing sorry for the lateness... but ill post them sooner o later

Love ya kiddos!

I love this image!

I lije this is my life when i have no exams and friends that are leaving me for 2 weeks....... i feel :(! 

Neither homemade nor bought! :(

Yeah let me be my favorite phrase! And it goes for all those who judge and demur your style, mood, personality or anything you do. Today i cut some old yellow pants to make them some shorts. I tried them on and mom told me to short so i decided to put on some leggings. And guess what she told me i look just like a street women. That girls don't use cloth like that and i wont be able to use that. I told her to buy me some new shorts and she starting blabber-mouthing  for almost 10 minutes of how she bought me cloth and i didn't wear it. Then she mention my weird style and mood. I WAS SPEECHLESS.. i hate when people want you to be like the rest. I defended my self by counterargument how original i am. And guess what was her final word? YEP WELL THAT LITTLE SHORT WITH THAT LEGGINGS NOT ORIGINAL AT ALL. So i guess ill stay with tha shorts to wear them at home or something. Cause my intention was to save her money but i didnt get neither to wear my own made short nor to buy new ones!...I literary hate when adults are so closed minded and not creative at all.!

Back Online

I haven't post lately cause my computer was  in a Crisis.. so i wasn't able to get online. But now i am back and with many ideas for the blog. I just started school i am very disappointed of how my year started, later i will get into details. <3 Peace and love Kiddos!

SummerJob is over! :) :(

So finally I completed a month at my job.  Last Saturday was my last day, it was the most exhausting workday I have ever had. I came home and sleep about 3 hours long after work. The experience was great I learn about responsibilities; knew very interesting, crazy and extremely dull people. I was rewarded with a reasonable payment and was offered weekend job for when I started school. I have not accepted the offer yet but I’ll think about it once i start school. The job experience was great I really enjoyed it except for the part of waking up early in the morning. My vacations soon will be over and reality will hit me again. I’ll sleep, eat, scream, play, party, and relax as much as I can of what lasts of summer. These days I’ll be wondering around a lot of time at home so ill post a lot , if I don’t post is that I am doing something more interesting hahaha or just fighting with my mom. Peace out  kiddos!

The Third World Musician!

In a country where not everyone has good taste for music and don’t appreciate art that well. A unique person was born and that was the third world musician. Inspired by many artists from the first world countries, nature, and magical stuff he creates his music. In a lonely room where he sleeps, talks to himself and even screams when is needed something magical occurs once in a time and is his music work. Maybe not everyone knows his existence but those who know him are witnesses of his great work. He has this geek punk style that well matches his guitar, and also his passion for extreme sports. He is one of those dreamers that never surrenders and is always thinking with a smile. Even though he wastes his energy in hiking and canopy at the end of the day some special song is created.  The third world musician lives for his music and extremely believes in his dream. I truly believe someday I will be who knows where in the world and see an announcement of one of his concert. Hope it says Ermin in concert!

Tkm Kiddo I believe in you!

Atte Midnightstar (karly)

Expressing with drawings!

So I am an ARTIST not that good like others in the world but I do my stuff. Most of them are comic. I decided I will show some of my drawings and explain them a little bit. As I said before words are not my strength especially grammar, but drawing express me better and music.  So here I leave you with one of my latest drawing. 

This was done in a rainy afternoon inspire by the phrase written and also by the many WEIRD looks people give me like telling me are you crazy when really I am just different. Hope you like it; this is part of my art.

Will be posting more soon!

Magic Fair!

My weekend was extreme and magic.  All the shiny lights and the smell of cotton candy, popcorn and caramel apples collide along with the noise of the mechanic games. Every single part of the fair is magic everyone wants to get into a game that gives them the sensation of flying. Little girls want the carousel, teenagers the rollercoaster, little boys want to get into the bumping cars and couples want the Chicago wheel. Everyone wants to experience something magic is all about having fun and feeling happy. Long lines waited just to get a ticket and also long lines to get into the game. But the experience was pleasant and worth the long hours of waiting. Once you get into a rollercoaster or carrousel the speed and air makes you feel you are free you can fly and screaming is the only way of getting out the fear you used to feel.  The fair in town is like candy to a kid and like water to a bird. Everyone waits for it, and everyone loves buying the cool stuff animals, bubbles and jewelry. I personally love the fair especially when you spend it either with friends or family. This weekend i spent it to the fullest in the fair. Got lots of stuff and fun. 

Pointless Trip

Today I went in a trip that ended up been pointless. We were heading to Trujillo a coastal city of Honduras (it is said to be a nice place, and was the first capital of Honduras during the colonial times). I was ready 7 am a long trip waited. Feeling some nauseous and uncomfortable cause my little cousin used my legs as a pillow and bed.  By the way the pathway had a very nice view of mountains and land. We finally arrived to Tocoa a very nice city where one of my Bff lives temporarily. Stop for a walk and a small break at the station. We got in the car and headed to our destiny Trujillo and when we are finally getting there the bridge that connects Trujillo with the rest of Tocoa is out of service. It had fallen down weeks before (bad construction from the government hahaha). The only option to cross the river was to go in a big raft that only fit two cars. Luckily a big line of cars was waiting to cross from both sides of the river. I just taught DAMN we are in primitive times. We came back to La Ceiba and had a Pointless trip. I hate that moment of the day. The only good thing is that in the way back home we listen to GUNS'N'ROSSES cd and that made my day.

Lesson of the day : MUSIC ALWAYS MADES YOUR DAY!

The sweetest lyric ever!

The Yacth Club Owl city!

(Da da da da da da da)
(Da da da da da da da)

My rock candy passion is bittersweet
And armed to the teeth
Cuz she would rather fall in chocolate
Than fall in love 
Especially with me

I stood under the waterfall
With a kiwi-pineapple parasol
As Cinderella dropped the crystal ball
And made a concrete cavern 
A caterpillar concert hall

I wish that we could sail our sad days away
Forever
In deep blue seas of paper mâché
(Let's dance in the moonlight)
A barracuda chased our dog days away
Forever
Let's sink or swim 'til we fall in love
(And dance in the moonlight)
When we join the yacht club

I would rather go swimming
With great white sharks
Than wade in romance
Cuz I can never find the courage
To ask her to dinner
Or even to dance
(Dance in the moonlight)

Don't sweat under your overcoat
Cuz my heart can harbor this paddle boat
You'll hit the bottom of the highest note
And the chatty tree frogs will never wanna
Leave your throat

I wish that we could sail our sad days away
Forever
In deep blue seas of paper mâché
(Let's dance in the moonlight)
A barracuda chased our dog days away
Forever
Let's sink or swim 'til we fall in love
(And dance in the moonlight)
When we join the yacht club

Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da

Let go of the world you know
And plug in the partyin' lights
Soak your cares in the solar flares
That light up these island nights
Orange eclipse I can taste your lips
In the citrus afternoon
If you can fly don't stop at the sky
Cuz there's footprints on the moon
(With you)

I wish that we could sail our sad days away
Forever
In deep blue seas of paper mâché
(Let's dance in the moonlight)
A barracuda chased our dog days away
Forever
Let's sink or swim 'til we fall in love
(And dance in the moonlight)
When we join the yacht club
(Let's dance in the moonlight)
When we join the yacht club

Everyone wants to be loved!

Love our friend and our enemy. The idea of love can freak you out and also lost you in thought.  I personally don’t have much experience with love but I have seen a lot about love. Maybe you think she writes about love and don’t have experience with it. But believe me I have seen a lot more broken hearts than happy couples.  And yeah maybe I am not an expert but they say that you sometimes learn something from watching.  And something I surely know and you also know is that EVERY HUMAN BEIGN WANTS TO BE LOVED.  Don’t ask me why, because is just nature.

 Love can be our best friend and our worst enemy

Why our friend?  makes us happy and joyful. When someone is in love is an unexplainable feeling and nothing else matters for that person.  It’s a feeling everyone is pleased to feel.  Like when you see that person you really like and you go blind and the butterflies hit you.  When you r lost in the smile of someone and every time you see that person approaching you feel a sense of Goosebumps. This and more is what love makes you feel.

Why our enemy? For love we cry and suffer, for love we feel like shit sometimes. For it we eat lots of chocolate and feel in the edge.  It can make do things you don’t want to, and take you to the limit of craziness. It makes you thinks you don’t worth it and you are always going to lose the battle of love.

It makes us smile and cry and we still look for it. And why we look for it because love is the nearest thing  to magic. We love to feel like that we humans are In love with love. Every single of us dreams with love and with finding that person.  Cause is the most difficult thing to find a person that fits you completely, and love does it. Love the trouble maker and love the peacemaker. Who understand it?none. Who wants it? Everyone.

L-O-V-E four letters one word that can makes us and break us!
I may be right or wrong ..i dont know cause till know i dont cleary understand love 

Warriors that want to be heroes!

Last week i discover that at home i live in a bubble where i disconnect completely from real life. And i missed many things from the real world. So i started working in my cousin’s super market and on my way to the job I experience something i never had before. It was 7 am and i walk through the main street of the city and saw it so clean and clear. The air that hit my face had a sense of freshness like if had never touch anyone's flesh except mine. As i got deeper into downtown i saw how people got ready to work. There where people cleaning the street, opening the businesses doors, getting all set and done for the day. Every single person show a survivor in their face cause especially in a country like the one i live Honduras. You are a survivor you either work hard for everyday food or die of hunger. In a poor country with many problems working hard is the only way to get what you want.  I taught they work for their family, for their dreams, for their goals, and they work because they are warriors that want to be heroes and have a legacy to leave. They don't give up on life and if they feel they fall they stand up again because they have a goal to achieve and a legacy to leave. Maybe in the country i leave many forget their dreams but in one moment of life they dream again and change that dream and Work as a Warrior to achieve their goal!!

I hope i get the best out of this work!

PS: Sorry if i have grammar mistakes!

 Midnight star! XD

I want that rocket! and it would take me to the moon!

I live in a place where there is no much to do, is a small city in Honduras where everyone knows every single thing that is going on. I don't have much to do so i decided to write this blog. I ADVICE YOU THAT MY GRAMMAR SUCKS....telling you sorry for that.

There are days where i wish for a rocket to take me to the moon. To relax a little bit and feel peace to clear my mind so my ideas pop out! So i don't have a rocket and the closest i am to the moon is the distance between my window and space. So i hope this blog is the place i will escape from that reality and express myself! I will talk about what i think and tell you about my crazy adventures if i get some Hashanah! Abientot i will write soon!